ok.... so i'm not dead but i am without internet since the 4th january and still will be till at least mid miarch... miss you alll!! Be back as soon as i can!!! 

so.... 2 southo and lemonade, one diet jim beam and coke, and 4 alcoholic ginger beers later and here i am... Bummed and struggling to see!!
I'm very upset but i'm not going to go on about it on here because its not a livejournal appropriate topic!!

I have the worst artists block i have ever have... fuck life.. it's lifes fault...

 I have crap in my eye and damn it hurts...

 i wathed jack last night and i had to call gabe caus ehe wokr up crying and wouldn't stop. it was so scary i was so worried about him..

 ok so work can be crap..... edward it annoying.. but i've decided to suck it up.. thats what my dad would do.. suck it up and cope andjust keep working and remind myself i'm doing it so i can marry th eman i love and start a career i know is perfect for me!

I spose thats it.... damn i'm drunk.....and a surprisingly good typer ....

peace out!